April 2009
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Work till 6 today. Then hanging out with the x. I wonder if he will comment on my weight loss.
anyway I figured I should eat something this morning so I’m not cranky and weird when I see him after work.
1mango-107 cal
1 fat free yogurt-90 cal
Nothing else but tea and water for the rest of the day. Him & I are getting bubble tea after work…which is usually a no no…but...
i dont feel much like writing anything. im kind of antsy and tired.
2 cups black coffee
1 iced soy latte
1/2 of a chef salad with very little fat free ceaser dressing on it
3 bites of alfredo pasta
1 diest coke
and lots of water.
the salad and everything but the diet coke was had before 3. so no food since 3 only liquids.
I was hungry for like 5 min and just went out to smoke a...
ratingstevie where are you!
Today was alright. I’ve felt super bloated all day for some reason.
1 cup oolong tea
1 cup black coffee
1 cup peppermint tea
1 iced green tea (1 scoop raw sugar 25 cal)
1 iced soy latte
1 iced passion lemonade tea from starbucks
3 greek olives
3 thinly sliced pieces of cucumber
4 bagel chips
I am working the next six days six hour shifts so I wont...
My belly has been hurting non stop since last night. i really hope i didnt fuck it up purging so much last week.
Well I didn’t follow everything exactly because my sister took me out for lunch. I hadn’t seen her in 4 years so I didn’t want to seem weird & not get anything.
Morning
3 cups oolong tea
1 cup coffee
3 glasses of water
3 blueberries
1 celery stick
1 snow pea
Afternoon
1 ceaser salad from unos
1 soy latte
1 diet coke
night
3 glasses of water
going to sleep...
Challenge!
Anyone interested in starting a challenge?
It would be a month for starters, possibly longer but you can stop anytime you need to. Participants would simply do the challenges I post daily on my site, for 5 pts a day, 2 pts for partial completion, then tally and send me their total at the end of each week. There will be a small prize at the end of each month for the winner.
The purpose - simply to stay motivated to lose weight, both individually by way of the challenges and collectively by being a part of a group.
So, what do you think?
YES PLEASE
computer issues
Hello!
I finally got leopard installed on my computer, however the guy put some bad ram in and fucked everything up…so I have been without internet. THANK GOD I saved some thinspo on my phone the other day. Really got me thru.
I have only had soup and veggies today. Yesterday I binged a little bit in the middle of the day…don’t even want to think about it. I’ve gained...
ok so the only liquid thing failed.
2 cups black coffee
12oz soy latte
3 16oz cups of weight loss tea
1 can diet coke
5 pint glasses of water
5 baby carrots with 2 tbs of hummus=90cals
1 pita bread=80cals
not too bad…I wish I didnt have the hummus though. And I’ve cut down from a 16oz latte every morning, to like every 3 days. My dad brought me all these veggies from work...
wicked huger pains. feels like progress. can’t wait to have a soy latte.
I hate the mirror.
please please let me not fail today.
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“In the body, as in sculpture, perfection is attained not when there is nothing...”
thanks rantingstevie!
I needed that motivation & support. Going to sleep now. And don’t worry about the boy…he will come along.
Think Thin girls! I will try to do the same.
I want a sandwich so bad. SO BAD. I crave bread and turkey and cheese and mayo.I don’t know why I always crave carbs. Pasta, bread, rice…all I want all the time.
So instead I had three celery sticks with a little fat free dressing, and 3 spoon fulls of green peas.
why? why do I still want that sandwich.
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THINGS TO DO OTHER THAN BINGE
read At the moment I am reading pastoralia by George Saunders.
clean my room is always messy and there is always laundry to do. I refuse to clean the kitched though…that is my room mates job.
create art. writing. photos.
lay in bed watching tv or reading. Maybe talking on the phone
paint my nails even though I bite them all off
exersize now that its...
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I need routine. I was doing so well…and fell right off. Why do men always feel the need to feed me? Why must they eat and take me out and buy me food when I refuse? They will be the death of me.
Tomorrow is Monday. I am doing a only fruit and veggies routine until friday. With one cup of low-fat yogurt in the middle of day. I can do this. I have done it before. I just have to stay in the...
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